Sunday, August 18, 2013

Reflecting on my current checkpoint in life

Right now I'm very happy and content with where I am in life.  I like my job, my relationships (family, friends, significant other, etc...), and my life-style.

Even though I'm happy with everything, I want to plan for the future as well.  I want to eventually get my own house, get married, and be able to retire without worries about getting the extra income to survive.

So for today and onwards, I'll be making daily, weekly, monthly, and yearly goals (not in this blog) to reach the goals I outlined above.  There's a lot to appreciate in life... and I don't want to spend it all being complacent and lazy.  =)

Tuesday, December 25, 2012

Oh yeah... Merry Christmas!

I had the best Christmas gift ever!  Guess what it is?

Well, now that I think about it, it's a little embarrassing to say, but I finally have a girlfriend!  =)

I am still nervous and excited from confessing yesterday and I can't wait to see her again!  It's a wonderful 2012 and the best Christmas I've had!

One day I might go over the silly story about how we spent that Christmas eve, but it's time to spend Christmas with family now!  See yaaa~  =D

Thursday, December 20, 2012

Anxiousness? Nervousness? Eagerness? Excitement?

Those are all the feelings I'm going through right now!  I'm looking forward to so many things and how this year will end (hopefully not with the end of the world).

I got a new job in Norcal that I am extremely excited about and it's fun working there!  I also started a group blog with my friends on tumblr, so I haven't gotten a chance to update blogger as much anymore.  Still, I hope that I can eventually write a program that will allow me to post to both sites simultaneously.

I hate to be so abstract about what I'm blogging about, but it almost feels like I jinx myself every time I mention plans for the future, but I will probably update this when the new year starts.  =)

Monday, September 17, 2012

Dream Log 20120917

I was driving to norcal and ended up resting at a friend's house. It ended up being a house that housed millions of ants and the ants had different colors and species. They didn't get along well with each other and one ant picked up a baby ant and threw it into a wall.

I scolded the ant and ran to console the other ant. As I walked back, my leg was covered in ants and I was freaked out. I tried to move them to the ground. It was really disguting to me and it turns out the ants were pieces of knowledge I had and they ran into different colored ant hills.

Weird.  Especially since I felt the ants crawling on my legs even after I woke up.  Ughhhh...

Dream Log 20120914

Had a dream where I was back in norcal with 3 other people and america was attacked! I got split up with my friends and ran to my house. My house happened to be a store that sold shoes... wth?

Anyways, I waited there until my friends caught up and we remembered we needed to revive shaco from LoL (wth?). We also needed to revive another person who I liked named Kana (don't know that person in real life).

We revived shaco with a random vegetable from the grocer along with his heart, since I accidentally stepped on his heart somehow and it needed something to repair it (continuity was not a part of this dream, obviously). I revived Kana with a ring I put on my finger and then my dream ended.

So weird. =\

Tuesday, September 11, 2012

Interview Jitters

Normally an interview isn't such a scary thing to me.  It's something I just attend, answer questions, have fun talking with the interviewer, and something that just feels like a process.

But tomorrow I'll be interviewing with a company I've always wanted to be a part of and for a job that I've always wanted to do.  I've had this experience only once in my life and it was I felt fearful throughout the whole time I was preparing for the interview.  I'm still super scared, even though I know the world won't end if I don't get this job.

Still, I feel it's great to be able to express my feelings somewhere so I won't implode upon myself.  I can't wait to answer all the questions correctly, engage in meaningful conversation, and present myself to the best of my ability.  I am so excited that I get another chance to do something I've dreamed of since I was a kid and I hope that all my preparation will bear fruit!

And if not, I hope I will be able to show that I have what it takes half a year from now.  I can barely contain my fear and excitement and I want to just shout it all out at the highest cliff I can find (except not... I'm scared of heights).

My awesome brain... don't fail me now!  =)

Monday, August 20, 2012

Back In Norcal!

Oh how amazing it is to be back!  I love the weather (sort of, still too cold for me, but not too hot), I love being with my family, and I love being so close to a tennis court!

It's great being back and enjoying the atmosphere I miss out on in Socal.  Even though my degree of freedom is (very very slightly) less than my freedom in Socal, the love I feel from my family is something that fills my soul.  =)

Alas, I have to leave tomorrow, but I will take the love and care my parents gave me and bring my renewed self to Socal!  Time to make my mark on the world and be a better person overall!  YEAH!