Wednesday, February 17, 2010


It's one of those days where I can't believe I am as old as I really am. I still don't even feel as if I'm older than 18! Yet, coming to the realization that it is my birthday, I realize how much closer to death I am. Live and death come hand in hand, yet it is so much more fun to talk about continuation rather than coming to an end.

And knowing that things will come to an end, it saddens me. I know that I haven't accomplished everything I wanted to accomplish in this life. There's so much more to live for!

But I'm glad. I'm glad to have the experiences I've had. I'm glad to have the friends I have. I'm also glad that I chose to serve the God I serve. I'm also glad I actually made it this far. I didn't know how much longer I really would have to live as a left-handed person. Let's see where this crazy life will take me. =)

Friday, February 12, 2010

It's always time to grow up, but it's never time to be young

Every day, there are so many situations where we have to "grow up". Work, school, responsibilities... and that's important. We need that type of maturity in our lives. We can't just lounge around and think that everything will solve itself. Some times we just believe it and we don't even realize we're thinking it. It's horrible to do that. It's just dead wrong.

But the flip side is bad too. Serious. Always serious. There's no time for fun... you just gotta work for the future. All the time. Be quick, to the point, concise, and let me get on with my work. We gotta unwind sometimes and relax too.

I'm mostly on the side that has too much "lazy time". I can't get myself to focus and I have a hard time doing work. I need to improve my maturity level.

Generally, I think people are mostly on the side of "too lazy"... but I don't know if that's true or not.

Thursday, February 11, 2010