It seems as if every place I turn to there is disappointment and disapproval. I know that VBS is not going to be set up if I only offer up the abilities I am good at, but I don't see how I can do all the decorations and stuff the way I am expected to. It can be done... I know it... but my vision and standard of "great" is not the same as other people's.
I still have my life to get back together and it makes me want to give up... but I know that I won't grow from that. I may not be able to lend a hand in many areas, but at least I should be encouraging others around me and searching for ways to help. I'll keep at it... even though I do feel discouraged.