Saturday, December 25, 2010
Sunday, December 19, 2010
Tuesday, December 14, 2010
I had this dream a few moments ago where the choices we make and do not make affect the outcome of our lives in a quicker and more drastic way than it does in real life. There was one sequence where I saw the choice to be obsessed with revenge spur someone on to suicide. It took away the life of a mother and child.
I woke up wondering, "Why? What's going on? Why would someone want to commit suicide that way? Why wouldn't this person let go of their anger?"
But as I tried to write everything down, my dream escapes me again. Curses... =(
Friday, December 3, 2010
Every time I meet up with a bunch of my friends, I realize just how much of a people person I'm NOT.
It's not like I hate talking to people, but I just don't have many interests that are shared with people around me. The things that I'm psyched about aren't very interesting for others and I'm not very good at carrying conversations about popular topics.
Still, I am glad to know the people I meet. I wish I could talk more intensely about Christ, apologetics, how crazy awesome a particular passage or section is in the Bible... but society has changed our views on religion as a topic that is boring and controversial... even between Christians!
I want to change that, but I am still a horrible communicator and motivator. As I keep growing though, I hope to find more strengths in my weaknesses and depend more upon Christ.