Monday, September 17, 2012

Dream Log 20120917

I was driving to norcal and ended up resting at a friend's house. It ended up being a house that housed millions of ants and the ants had different colors and species. They didn't get along well with each other and one ant picked up a baby ant and threw it into a wall.

I scolded the ant and ran to console the other ant. As I walked back, my leg was covered in ants and I was freaked out. I tried to move them to the ground. It was really disguting to me and it turns out the ants were pieces of knowledge I had and they ran into different colored ant hills.

Weird.  Especially since I felt the ants crawling on my legs even after I woke up.  Ughhhh...

Dream Log 20120914

Had a dream where I was back in norcal with 3 other people and america was attacked! I got split up with my friends and ran to my house. My house happened to be a store that sold shoes... wth?

Anyways, I waited there until my friends caught up and we remembered we needed to revive shaco from LoL (wth?). We also needed to revive another person who I liked named Kana (don't know that person in real life).

We revived shaco with a random vegetable from the grocer along with his heart, since I accidentally stepped on his heart somehow and it needed something to repair it (continuity was not a part of this dream, obviously). I revived Kana with a ring I put on my finger and then my dream ended.

So weird. =\

Tuesday, September 11, 2012

Interview Jitters

Normally an interview isn't such a scary thing to me.  It's something I just attend, answer questions, have fun talking with the interviewer, and something that just feels like a process.

But tomorrow I'll be interviewing with a company I've always wanted to be a part of and for a job that I've always wanted to do.  I've had this experience only once in my life and it was I felt fearful throughout the whole time I was preparing for the interview.  I'm still super scared, even though I know the world won't end if I don't get this job.

Still, I feel it's great to be able to express my feelings somewhere so I won't implode upon myself.  I can't wait to answer all the questions correctly, engage in meaningful conversation, and present myself to the best of my ability.  I am so excited that I get another chance to do something I've dreamed of since I was a kid and I hope that all my preparation will bear fruit!

And if not, I hope I will be able to show that I have what it takes half a year from now.  I can barely contain my fear and excitement and I want to just shout it all out at the highest cliff I can find (except not... I'm scared of heights).

My awesome brain... don't fail me now!  =)